What do I do when I have 30ish hours to finish my application?
Address problems, review notes from the interview with my committee.
Look at adviser's notes.
...not so scary, they said all of this yesterday.
I can do this. All I have to do is start writing! 5 more days!
Open my application Word document. TrumanappJan13.doc...
Facebook. I already read this status. Bored.
Write half a sentence-
Facebook. what am I doing here? CONCENTRATE.
anxiety!!! I have about a day to get this all done!
Write a full sentence. This is going well! I can totally do this, I-
Facebook. maybe I should disconnect from the internet. But what if I need to get more research? OK, bad idea.
half a senten-
Gmail. OH NO. Email from adviser. Email demanding rapid completion of a specific question. She has to send it to the person who is writing my rec letter. Quick. I need to head him off and let him know I may have exaggerated things to make myself sound better. And more in charge. But they TOLD me to! Oh, he probably understands, maybe I don't need to forewarn him about-
OH YEAH I am supposed to be writing and revising! Shit. Back to that. Four words and....
this would be a good time to blog about this...